In this last hours of 2007, what is your resolutions, don't ask me I haven't thought of it. here's wishing everyone a Happy New Year

woops ok so I didn' blog like I said I would, =P. again there's nothing to blog about, besides the fact that I too lazy to think of a topic. though I did get a pair of new shoes and some nice tees, ah the fun of shopping. =) until i think of something, or if there's something to blog about.

Peace Out y'all.

oh ya, 2vincent00vincent8, is so close....

yo so how did your holidays go, mine was not bad.

I'm getting lazy to blog everyday.... another reason is cause I've not much to blog about, seeing I rot at home 99% of my time, just sleeping the day away. not healthy I tell you.

ok I'll blog about something tommorrow, ok maybe.....

peace out..

MERRY CHRISTMAS BITCHES

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL

AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Merry eve of Christmas day
We’re all excited and so gay
So close to the festive hour
We share with love ones beside ours
To partake in turkey and ham
With shepherds pies and bubbly champagne
But if you’re alone at the stroke of midnight
And you feel so lonesome all by yourself
Just know no matter who you are, no matter where
I’d hope you can allow me in your heart
And let me be there with you
Cause no one is to be alone
On the eve of Christmas Day

Happy Holidays Bitches..... and may you not be alone this Christmas.

Peace Out.

I've been sitting here wondering what to blog about, honestly it's been a slow holi.. oh btw Selemat Hari Raya! anyway like I was saying nothing happen 2day and I slept in as usual....

haha I downloaded Enchanted soundtrack... I know I shouldn't but I really only want the songs from the movie and the CD also have the instrumentals. oh and Enchanted is up for 2 Golden Globes! cool I hope they win both =).

well that's about it, lets end with quotes.

"You will have all the time in the world when you realise that anytime sent unhappy is wasted"

"For every beauty, there's an eye to see it, for every truth there's an ear to hear it, for every love there's a heart to receive it"

aite Peace Out Bithces! lol

so I'm keeping my word in trying to blog everyday. but really nothing much happened, I went to help do a little Christmas shopping for my mom and I went to Toys'R'Us (coz it's for a P1 kid) and I think I was overwhelmed with toys, I dunno, hv never been overwhelmed by toys before, it's just soo.... overwhelming.... geddit? haha anyway that's what little happen today.

oh and I got a High School Musical hardcover notebook for bout 5 bucks at mini toons =), I don't know to be embarrassed or be proud that I love shows like High School Musical or Enchanted. and since I stating it here I guess I still not shy to tell the world HSM and Enchanted ROX! lol.

but lets get serious, and not be serious, why would we wanna be embarrassed by shows like HSM or Enchanted, especially for a guy?? issit because it's kiddish? cliché? gay? liking something doesn't make who we are, nor should it. shouldn't we all see the bigger picture of the story? HSM is bout not being afraid of who you can be, and not live your life as a cliché. Enchanted is bout not giving up on dreaming, and that true love exists and that we should be with someone not because we have to, but want too.

you might say we need to grow up and such things don't happen, but if you're afraid, if you don't try, how would you know. 'you will only have lost if you gave up' no? and I think, as we grow in age, we lose the innocent and fun part of us, and it's just not healthy.

here's a quote 'We don't stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing'.

so growing up has nothing to do with being serious and not believing and not having fun, we can grow up but still enjoy our life....

well that's my two cents worth... I dunno bout you, what do you think, comment?

in any case, I hope you find this post insightful, or at least made you realise something. or maybe you just have nothing to do but read me blabbing bout shit....

that's about it, so Peace Out people.

oy yeh! sup! (if you haven't notice its "hey yo" backwards) I told myself that since I'm hardly doing anything all day I would take the libraty of blogging everyday. so yesterday I had a reunion with some of my P6 classmate, can you believe it, it has been 5 years. anyway I had great fun and it was good to see every one again. might want to meet up again.....

not much else happen so let me share some videos.



his teaching you to make a 'energyball' and it really works so check it out.




and yes it's a Britney video, it's her second single Piece of Me and it's actually good so try to put aside the fact that it's Britney and watch.

aite that's bout it
so Peace Out

and IT'S ONE WEEK TO CHRISTMAS! hahaha

'Sup Bithches!! hahaha, well so I redid my blogskin... again, I dunno, I'm never liked liked the blogskins on blogger, but I'm too lazy to search other sites =P. well holis have been boring, 'cept doing Christmas shopping and some other stuff since it started.

I had my very first paid job of the year... t'was... interesting I suppose... all I remember was glitter, ciggs and this 'uncle' who lets just say was there for the refreshments. and interesting clients list since it's considered a, quote on quote, higher class event, hell it was at ONE degree 15... the luxurious... marine residential?? or a hotel... but whateva, I'm getting paid, it's all that matters.... hahahaha

saw ONE movie (so far, lol) which was Enchanted, as you may know.... AND I REALLY LIKED IT, I wanna go again, I don't care, haha, but weekday lah, cheaper..... hahahaha. James Marsden was HILARIOUS! and Amy Adams was a perfect Disney Princess, and Susan Saranden's Evil Stepmother Witch, though brief, was really great. but the star of the show, though he didn't had a lot of cam time, was PIP THE CHIPMUNK!! hahaha he totally cracks me up, I really don't want to spoil it so you go catch it!!

well I'm ashmed of myself, I did somethings that I told myself I would nv do... but I did......................
I took Neoprints and got a Facebook account... you must be giving that look I always give huh... hahaha, but I guess I went against my values... or something like that.... lol. well I kindda had fun with the neoprints, and facebook is kindda fun.... but I'm still ashamed of myself.... hehe

in some music news, MAROON 5 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE NEXT MARCH!!!!!!!! AAARRRRHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I'm so high you can't even imagine.. haha, I got the info on my friend's blog and he is vr reliable.. now if Kelly Clarkson comes I'll go crazy, like down right insane.... lol.

well that's about it, I'll blog more often and stuff, lol. so PEACE OUT and I'll leave you with these Quotes.

"We make a living out of what we get, but we make a life out of what we give"

"With a little tolerance and a little respect, the world will be a better place"

I love the 1st quote.... peace out.

I have upload a song on my blog. It's So Close by Jon McLaughlin from the movie Enchanted, I normally don't like to put up songs on my blog so this one's different, you MUST listen to it, hahaha.

I so want to watch it again....... Enchanted, it was beautiful....

anybody...???

ok I'll blog about something soon, but today is World Aids Day and just hope for your support to lend a voice or what ever you can, though you may not read this today (which is 1st Dec) but no matter u still can do something . you can go to http://www.joinred.com/ or http://www.youthaids-aldo.org/ or http://www.macaidsfund.org/ which are just some of the organisations I support.

Thanx.

So it's finally fucking over, assessments..... I can just feel the world just slip off my shoulders. then again, I'm still stressed bout next year... haiz...

my mind and body needed a 24 hour temp shut down, well it was only about 20 hrs but good enough. now I wanna go out, spend a little money.... haha what's left of it anyway hehe.... there's so many things I wanna do and buy, watch Disney Enchanted, Bee Movie... CDs, have some good food, and my earphone broke on me.... and I need to get a new one.... haiz.

assessments really robbed us, like literally, look how much we need to spend, print this, mounting board that, really...

and Christmas is coming... YEA and BOO.. yea cuz I love Christmas and boo cuz need to spend money....

will load pics next time.... too lazy now... hehe.... see ya.

Cam Whores, introducing my class (ok alot of it was taken without their knowledge, but then again MOST was taken with..... haha anyway...)

Sports Day @ Sentosa! pic 1, 2 n 3. Halloween Partay! BBQ, pics 4, 5 n 6. Off to get Brownies!!, very very nice Brownies in fact =), pic 7. Random pics of random people on random days, pics 8 till 19. And finally, self indulgence, pic 20, hahaha. Have fun =) hahahahaha XD

Searching the meaning of life, can’t find it
But searching something that never be found
Don’t even know what it looks like
Don’t even know, don’t even know
So tired of life, but not tired of living
Just searching the meaning of my life
Frustrated by the things that is my world
That I live in, that I can’t change
But the meaning of my life, that I don’t recognized
That is a part of my world, that I’m frustrated of
That I can’t change, that is my life
Is what meaning, that I’m looking for.


Whiped this poem up in 15 mins, my fastest poem to date, =P, well don't ask me to explain it here, when you meet me, ask me and maybe I'll feel like telling you.

so tired these days, homework, life, this, that, funny when I was younger I told myself my life wasn't so bad. again ask me when you meet me.

I can't believe I wrote so much crap even though I'm felling so shity now.

well here's to shityness.

"no shit, wad shit, you this shit" =P

Repeal It!

Sign the Petition at http://www.repeal377A.com/

IT'S NOT JUST A GAY THING!

yo yo, much has happen these days, and many pictures.... and I mean a lot. First we went to the Red Dot Design Museum and there were many intresting design products, bought a star lamp, very nice. Then on to Lau Pa Sat to have food. then we went to a kindergarden/child care center to help paint a room, we ended up having lots of fun. tired too, hahaha.

photography lessons a bitch.... well more like the teach', I don't know I still don't like him. lessons were fun, photogram, though I was wearing a very expensive shirt, I liked what turned out, I wanna do more next week. anyway it comes to the photo paper situation, why no one wanna listen to me, when I said right at the beginning that we should all buy our own photo paper, then there will not be any 'there's not enough photo paper' and 'I told you so' situations. now we have to fork out like another $3?? must check again....

damn broke lah.....

damn....

oh ya, I FINALLY CAUGHT HAIRSPRAY!! like 2 weeks ago, haha loves it.... haha

"oh oh oh, you can't stop today, as it comes speeding down the track, yesterday is history, and it's never coming back, coz tomorrow is a brand new day and it don't know white from black..."

well I've not talked bout my new class yet have I, so here's a class pic

everyone's here, it's pretty cool that everyone like everyone else, no bitchyness, no fights, surprising actually, considering we're in 'high school'

everyone has their own personailty, honestly, more motivation for me to believe that everything happens for a reason.

yup this is 1F

How bout that, getting all excited about seeing Daughtry and ended up listening to them from the outside, how fucked up is that!! the doors open at 7 and I was there 6.55, AND APPARENTLY ITS NOT EARLY ENOUGH. I was damn close to entering man, how close was I, I was FUCKING close, FUCKING CLOSE!! that's how close!!! AND HOW FULL CAN IT BE! if you let people enter even after you say its a full house? A FEW AT A TIME?!?!?! why do you let them enter if it's a full house??? then what about those who were next in line?? those people can enter and I can't?? if you were going to allow people entry even after the showcase has started, then you shouldn't drag!!!

And my line was freaking long can, imagine after waiting in such a long line and coming so close to entering and DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!

I'm not mad, I'm frustrated!!

FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I really wanted to see them.............................

damn...

In Memory

Here's to the victims of 9/11, and to their families, 6 years on...

ok I know this is not something you wanna read after not blogging for three weeks, but there are just some very FUCKED UP people in this world, who won't fucking grow up. Bitch doesn't even dare to do it openly, just so your bigger you think I'll get afraid. well screw you bitch, I'm so tolerating you right now. don't think just cause I look that helpless that I can't do things that can screw you up. I may not be as strong as you but I'll find a way, I can be damn ruthless if I want too. keep doing what you doing and just watch out man. fucking ass bitch, can't wait to kick you outta here. try to be a man dumb ass.........

just spoilt my mood, and now I won't sleep well....

hello hello, Happy Post National Day =) not that I'm that excited though lolz. ah yes national day, the one day where everyone is just a little bit more patriotic then usual. but I just gotta say, my interest on ND has slowly faded away throughout the years, one of the reason being that it's just getting more and more boring. and don't get me started on the national day song, "will you"???? WTF, what happen to songs like "Home" by Kit Chan or "Where I Belong" by Tanya Chua, they ain't finding the right people to write these songs anymore.

well what did you do on ND?? I was stupid enough to want to catch the fireworks "in the flash" (pun intended) and so I headed down to marina bay hoping to get a few nice pics. I honestly regretted it.

since marina bay is like a 20 min walk from my house, I started to walk from Clarke Quay at 7.15, I was all exited carrying my tripod and camera along heading to my destination, half way on my journey I started to see the amount of people gathered started to increase and I totally expected it so I just went on my merry way. when I start nearing the Fullerton Hotel, that's when everything was pretty chaotic, there were people everywhere, on the grass fields, sitting on the railings, everywhere!! I thought it's kindda normal for this much of people to gather, so I continued to push through the crowd. then, I hit a road block, literally, just outside the Fullerton Hotel, it was so packed that I could not even squeeze myself through. not being that stupid I started to turn back and head out of the crowd. I found a spot where there ain't many people, so I stood there waiting for the fireworks, it was about 8.05 by then and the fireworks were gonna start soon, alright so the the fireworks started and everyone started snapping, so did I(I didn't even use my tripod coz there weren't any place to set up) and what a let down it was, I'll cover on that in a while.

so the fireworks popped and the people cheered and cameras snapped, and when everything was over, what do we do, leave right, that's what the hundreds and thousands of people who crammed around the bay wanted to do, all at once.... while traffic was still moving and Police Officers screaming "PLEASE STAY ON THE PAVEMENT!!!" apparently many people think that coz it's national day, or maybe that after the show, roads will be closed so that they can leave the small, hot, stuffy position they were at, THE ANSWER'S NO PEOPLE!!!. well apparently many didn't process that in their mind and started crossing the road without even thinking. and that's not the worst part, imagine the hundreds and thousands leaving through small pathways... and if you know Singapore well, you'll know there are many who can't wait and have to shove their way thorough the slow moving crowd.

I was not that dumb, I stood at a corner and allow the eager crowd to leave first. I pitied the Police Officer, at the same time, saluting them for clearing the crowd in around 30 min. well on to the fireworks, one word, disappointing, and I'm being nice. honestly a let down, a few pretty interesting ones, many ordinary colored ones and some big ones at the end. boring people... my heart wasn't racing, I wasn't in awed. adding up the regret for going. I remembered one New Years Party and the firework were bright and colorful, and it was so large and loud my heart was pounding n my chest. maybe it was also the fact that I was at a bad location....

and here's my very long blog post in a long time. maybe I should voice my thoughts more often. amd yes I shall. so Till then, Till the next post

well it has been 2 weeks since the new school term started, and if your still in the dark, where the hell have you been....??

ok so the new experience is kindda fun, not at all stressed, lol =), but not counting my chickens before they hatch, life can get more stressful with the weeks to come.

So what will you be doing on the National Day?? or on the eve?? well unless someone ask me out, I'd be at home alone..... even my mom would be getting more "action" than me, she'd be heading to Clarke Quay to club on wed night and out with friends to catch the fireworks on national day...

yes my life is pretty pathetic, I know I'll be telling myself that, so go ahead say it. and thus my whole day has been ruin...... haiz...

well, 4 months has come and gone.... most people are excited to get back to school, not me though, for reasons some may know, some may not. but I'm content to at least enjoy the last few days... still, it's hard not to feel down.

I recently wrote a song... and since I don't own a musical instrument, let alone know how to play one, I guess it's considered a poem. so here it is.

"Comfortable"

I ask myself who am I
Somehow I don’t know
Of who I am, what I like
Can’t seem to take control

But than I thought, it hit me
Cause maybe I do know
That I’m just terrified
Scared of the unknown

Scared to even let me know

I tell myself who I am
I guess it makes me feel safe
And time pass, I accept my fate
I make it who I am

You think you know me
You know what you see
There’s a fog around me
It blurs the image seen
It’s no shield, it’s no mask
Just a fog, only bits of me can pass

You’re around people, who feel comfortable
They know who they are
You want to follow, take example
But than it hit you like a car
It’s not that simple, allowing people
To read about your life
Like an open book in the library
It scares the shit out of my mind

I don’t want to be like this
Suffocating, I’m losing air
Now I know what it’s like to really feel scared
I live in a world where my life’s pre-destined
Carved in stone, there’s just no chance
The life I want is not in there

I fear off what people would think
‘Bout the fact that I’m not like them
Not as much as something else
Rejection, being alone
But most of all, my biggest fear
Even something I am
Is not enough, that I suck
At things that I want to be

You think you know me
You know what you see
There’s a fog around me
It blurs the image seen
It’s no shield, it’s no mask
Just a fog, only bits of me can pass

But most of all, in the end
What I think I want
A shoulder, an ear, to cry, to hear
Someone to be near
Someone I can pour my heart out
More than just a friend
A secret book, a close kin
Something better yet
To love and be loved
For who I am, no matter what it is
To live happily ever after
No matter how cliché it is

You think you know me
You know what you see
There’s a fog around me
It blurs the image seen
It’s no shield, it’s no mask
Just a fog, only bits of me can pass

Just waiting for someone
To see through the fog
And get right to me.

currently it's titled "Comfortable" but since I have changed the title twice already, it won't be "Comfortable" for a very long. hope you guys (the very small hand full of you who happens to read my blog) like it =)

hello, well I'm blogging again coz I'm just sitting in front of my screen bored out of my mind.

so last Thursday I got to catch TRANSFORMERS IN 2K DIGITAL!! boy they weren't kidding when they say it was better visual and sound quality, I was blown out of my mind, and the visual effects, when the autobots transformed was mind blowing, totally awesome. I can't wait for the sequel, and hope the story line would be better. but all in all, I think one of the best action movie this year.

then on 7/7/07, Live Earth! damn did you get to catch it?? yes I'm passionate about it, ANSWER THE CALL!! lolz, I tell you it's ridicules the little changes we can do to help the environment and stop global warming.

oh and I was channel surfing and I switched to kids central and it happened to be airing Blue's Clues! haha classics. anyway I was just wondering what ever happen to "Steve" so I went online, and I found out that he's now actually in a rock band, and I was laughing at the irony of someone on a children's show would be in a rock band, oh and I saw this pic on his myspace page

which I think is so cute, his old shirt from BC, a little stuff toy off him and sitting on the "thinking chair" and can you believe thats the same "Steve" which sang with a blue dog... haha I know it' a little random.

well that's all, till the next post

Well I havent been blogging coz I'm to lazy, completely and utterly lazy, come to think of it, why do i have to blog so much, not many of you read my blog anyway.

anyhow lets see, my previous weekend was interesting, got to get out of the country, to kuantan, a spot in malaysia. It was ok lah, didn't do much shopping too. I got to catch a sunrise though, that was interesting, here's a pic.

then there's the following, it may just look like a plane'ol ocean, but it was once where Pearl Harbour ones stood, or float, which ever is more appropriate. here it is.

well thats the most intreasting parts of that weekend, cosidering I got sick on th trip, fuck fuck fuck.

anyway the folloing week was boring again, than fast forword to this past monday, went to catch Zodiac at Vivo, I actully really liked it, though it was like 3 hours long, my body was numb by the end. but I think it was a good movie, Mark and Jake and Robert were great in the show.

well thats all, till the next post.

can uyou believe it has been three months, time sure flies

anyway went to watch Nacey Drew on wednesday and it was good, worth a watch I say. this made me thinking, I find crtics review movies as a genaral, and dramas with deep meanigs earn good reviews. like Nancy Drew was rated 2 stars, but I say it's better that that, not to mention that it's a family film and should be seen as that, thus it think it should have a better rating

lolz, I know I'm being random

anyway I'm off this weekend to kuantan malaysia, it's sun, sand, sea, for 3 days, ecxtatic! hope to get lots of photos back!

oh and I got a new toy!!! will tell you what when I've taken a picture of it.

well thats it! till I get back next mon!!! =)

Dare I say I can't wait for High School Musical 2???

Yes I made the wallpaper above.

wow, 2 whole weeks without blogging, honestly there's just nothing to blog about.

so anyway I caught Shrek 3 on sunday and Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End on tuesday with amal and daniel, Shrek 3 was ok, not bad but a bit lame, hahaha, but Pirates of the Caribbean was good, not the typical happily ever after endin I must say. all in all it was time well spent.

few new album I got, but since I never blog about them for so long, they pile up, but I know you don't really care what cds I buy and how I feel of it, plus I believe that everyone is entitled to his and her own opinions, so ya.....

but what the hell, I'll tell you what I bought anyway, for the fun of it, lolz!
lets see there's

Natasah Bedingfield's N.B
Michale Buble's Call Me Irresponsible
Dolores O'riordan's Are You Listening?
Sugababes vs Girls Aloud's Walk This Way
MAROON 5's IT WON'T BE SOON BEFORE LONG!!lolz
and Rihanna Good Girl Gone Bad

there, hahaha

OH and I downloaded Blake Lewis's rendition of You Give Love a Bad Name and I love it!!!! in my opinion he should have won, lolz!

OH btw anyone got $348 to sponsor me so I can catch Christina Aguilera in Singapore 30th June!!!!!!!!!!

ok I know the ans but I couldn't help but ask, hehehe

Well ok, so I said my laptop was...... no, IS still on the fritz, but I still could log on to the Internet, so what the hell, might as well blog lah.

So, went to watch Bridge to Terabithia today, and I gotta say it was actually VERY NICE, the movie is very innocent, I'm not gonna spoil it if you want to go catch it, but I will say it kinda brings you back when we were younger, imagined whole new worlds and being superheroes and stuff. and there's a big twist in the middle, that part just pulled and tug at all of my heart-strings, hard.

Which brings me back to how innocent the movie is, and I thought, as we grow up, we kinda lose that innocence in us, don't we. the ability to have fun with just about anything we can find. to create a whole new world without feeling stupid. I feel we need to retain a part of that innocence coz sometimes, we need to escape to another world for a while, and forget bout the world around us.

hahahaha yes that's what I think, ok done, till my next post, maybe it'll be bout my Maroon 5 album lolz.

haiz so me laptop still hv a few circuits lose, it says I can't log on to my profile, and I'm using a temp profile, yes and I hv no idea why either.

and the worst is I cannot access all my photos that I took jus recently. so frustrating, I hope I can get them back. I hope I can get it fix soon.

I friggin don't like my com, I'm too lazy to explian anyway.

oh ya
MAROON 5 ROCKS!
I LOVE THEIR NEW ALBUM... hahahaha

will be back when my com feels better.....

Thanx to all who remembered, thanx for the presents, thanx to those who text me, call me, 'friendster- testi' me, thanx to my mom for dinner at the Swissotel!

thanx y'all
peace

hello, well it was mother's day yesterday and I think my mom liked her gift, wonder why she was surprise when I told her I had a gift for her already.

then on sat, had a stall at the LIME flea market, horrible wouldn't cut it, it was hot, stuffy and all I sold was a book, for a dollar, the around 5 plus it poured like mad, and we had to 'evacuate' that place. wasn't very fun I tell you.

well I have to say I haven't kept my word for blogging more often, so here I am saying again I will blog more often =)

and I need a original sign out line. still thinking off one

hey hey, I just got back from a short holiday in Malacca and it was....... ok, the nights are cool, the mornings are kindda cold and the afternoons feels like walking in an oven, it was scorching hot man, haha, but it was kindda fun, at least I got to get out of the country for a while. and I will have another trip to another part of Malaysia in June and I'm kindda excited for that, hahahaha, will include details next time.

anyway the short trip to Malacca was good, 'cept for the burning heat in the afternoon, lol, I got two tops for like 8 bucks $ing each lah, effing cheap, and we got to see some sea turtles (2 to be exact, lol) and they were absolutely precious little creatures (ok they were not that little, haha)

well that was my weekend, hope you guys had a good one too =)

-Polaroid-ed-

-Live-Love-Laugh-

-Love Is In The Air-

-The Ties That Bind-

ok I don't blog coz I'm lazy, always lose interest after typing half way. =P so I thought just post pics then. =)

anyway got new cds, maybe shall review them lah.

hello hello new blog skin..... I know not that interesting though.... haha

oh and because I changed the template I kindda lost all the links, erm so if I didn't link you yet sorry ar(rely on the links to much lah then I don't really remember the url =P)

though I added "American Idol Bobble heads" as you can see lah, so you can have a little fun if you find reading bout me bloging bout my daily life is not interesting, at least got something to play =P my fav two guys and girls...

anyway went to watch Fracture with Amalina, Daniel and Mean on wed... not really good lar, was tiring to stay awake during the start of the show, then through the mid it got better, then it was kindda good, Anthony Hopkins was scary man.... Ryan Gosling was good also, but I think I like that diamond-horse shoe shaped ring more. LOL =)

oh and here are some of the new CDs I have

not gonna review all of them coz it'll take forever....

kk that's all, shall try to blog more often =)

This blog entry is dedicated to all those who lost their lives and those who lost someone near and dear to them in the Virginia Tech massacre. I'm not gonna sit here and say I know what you all are going through but it's never easy to lose someone you know let alone in a tragic incident like this. Just want to say my heart goes out to all off you.



Can you believe, more then 30 people were shot, so many innocent lives lost, lives which had such great future ahead, lives of good people...... below is an article I read about the victims of the VTech massacre..

They came to Blacksburg, Va., from all over the country — and all over the world. They came to study, and they came to teach. They had plans. They had friends. They had families.
As the list of confirmed victims in Monday's massacre on the Virginia Tech campus grew, so too did the number of stories about the individuals who fell victim to the gunman, 23-year-old Cho Seung-Hui of Centreville, Va.

There were stories of heroism. Students of Liviu Librescu, an engineering science and mechanics lecturer, say he blocked the door of his classroom with his body to protect those inside. Librescu, 76, was a Holocaust survivor.

Ryan Clark, a popular and gregarious member of the Marching Virginians band, was just weeks away from graduation. A resident adviser on the fourth floor of the West Ambler Johnston dorm, Clark came to the aid of a student the morning of April 16. It cost him his life.

Students told of teachers who inspired them. Neighbors spoke of children they'd seen grow up and leave for college, lives filled with promise.

Kevin Granata was one of the top five biomechanics researchers in the country working on movement dynamics in cerebral palsy. He coached his children in many sports and extracurricular activities.

Reema Samaha, a freshman who performed with the school's Contemporary Dance Ensemble, was shot dead in French class.

Juan Ramon Ortiz, from Puerto Rico, decorated his parents’ one-story concrete house each Christmas. A neighbor heard Ortiz’s mother scream when she learned of her son’s death.

the last one, 'bout Juan Ramon Ortiz, really got me, "A neighbor heard Ortiz’s mother scream when she learned of her son’s death."...................

"[Daniel] was very close to his mother," an anonymous poster from Woodbridge, Va., wrote to MSNBC.com. "Every time she came to my house, she would tell me stories of how well he was doing in VTech and how proud she was of her son."

imagine being that mother, imagine losing a son.

I kept on reading, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23........ ages of many who lost their lives, people of my age, people just 'starting' their lives like me....

whats your comments on this, place a comment on the tagbox......

[infomation found on http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/18143312/]

it has been close to two weeks since i bloged and apparently my blog has been moved to the new blogger haiz...

before anything, lets all welcome back AMALINA from PERTH!!!! *singing HOME by KIT CHAN* hahahaha

so like its been almost three weeks? and still don't have a job, yea so I'm a little picky on what job I like but still..... and I'd be lying if I didn't say a part of me want to just stay at home and do nothing at all.....haha

I caught Sunshine on Monday and it was actually not bad, let’s put it this way, when I watch thriller movies I tend to shiver and shake at those 'exciting' part and I've never shiver this much in a move before. yup it was worth the watch.

just 28 days to that fatefull day =)

never blog, never blog, it was a boring start to the holidays, rain rain rain non stop, so stuck at home.....

anyway manage to watch Mr. Bean's Holiday at vivo city with my grandma on monday, hahaha it was actually not bad, quite funny =).

can't wait to watch Freedom Writers though.

oh and did I mention I saw Elvin Ng at vivo city too, haha yes Elvin Ng. was sitting on a bench when he walked pass me. =P

hmmm, you know now thinking back, 8 months ago, what started as a 'portfolio' for my photo work has now turn to a place where I crap bout meaning less shit haha =P ok so here are some of my latest works.

ok, lets not blog bout sad sad stuff...

blogging has been a chore, since now very time I login, I 'have' to register for Google account, so what I did was click 'forgot password?' and blogger will send me a e-mail and I'll click the link to go to the old blogger. smart arn't I? hahaha =P

4 months 1 week of holiday, damn I need to get a job, maybe I wanna work at HMV, or GAP, or Pastamania?? I dunno yet..... something fun =)

wanna write more... poems.. lyrics for songs..... will up-load here when I have.

like the song says, "always look on the bright side of life...." =)

oh and Amal.... hope you are having fun in Perth.... can't wait for 16 April.... don't forget what you said to me ar =)

ahh fuck, just when you thought it was save to go out again, this kinda shit comes out, there gose my peacfull nights rest after staying up all night finishing........ damn effing irritated =P

It's almost here
it's almost over
the end's in sight
all the stress will be gone in less then 24 hours.
hopefully.......... =)

and 54 more days =)

S Culb Party


Bring It All Back


Two In A Million


Your My Number One


You


Sunshine


Say Goodbye



I miss S Club 7, hahahahaha =),and I can't wait to watch Mr. Bean's Holiday hahaha =)

wow can you believe it, it's the last day of school!! only 2 weeks of assement and 4 MONHTS and 1 WEEK of HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!! thats a long, long, long time. I'm so gonna need to get a job.

on thurs me, amal and daniel went to the IT fair at suntech, but not berofe stopping by a cd shop which are selling like $6.50 a cds!!!!! I got 4 cds, Liberty X-Being Somebody, Gavin DeGraw-Chariot, Gareth Gates-Go Your Own Way and Celine Dion-A New Day Has Come. DAMN HAPPY LAH!!!!!!!!! thanx daniel =) xoxoxoxoxoxo. don't ask me how are the cds cuz I'm still listenin them, 4 CDs mind you, ok.

oooooooooooooo and I'm so going to get my Digital SLR lah, DAMN HAPPY AGAIN LAH. goin to get Canon EOS D400, and my mom ask me if I wanna buy a desktop lah, like I want one but I dunno where I'm gonna put it and I dunno if I want to change to use a desktop, use to a laptop liao. but I'll still be getting a printer though. I'm so gonna have fun with my SLR LAH.

had our last artist talk for our 1st year, so decided to go lah, about snow sculptures, quite boring, mainly the first speakers, tries to be funny, not succesful, then the second group of speaker came up and I think some people suddenly awake ar, but ya lah the secnd group was better.

nothing else much to say but assements coming, 200 SKETCHES, or actully 17o.

I'm so gonna miss my class lah, and the teachers, well some of the teachers anyway. all the laughs we're not gonna share, all the stupid stuff we gonna do, all the 'oh ya ok' and the other stupid sounds we make..........hahahahahahahahahahaha ok. then my lecturers, Jian Yao, Brian, Miguel( but he getting a little annoying ar, lol), mr lim(he's ok lah) and usha. XOs, XOs and more XOs for you guys. MY PEEPS FROM 1X, WILL MISS YOU ALL!!!!!! lots and lots of XOs for you also. sure gonna miss everything, cept maybe the stress and the work load lah. lol =)

ok so have a nice weekend, I sure will have one, Digital SLR, here I come!!!!!! hahahahahaha ok bye.

oh ya ok =)

assements coming.
stressed.
maybe thats why I'm cursing so much.
losing my tempar easily.
but some how I'm coping lah.
haiz.

I just check and I can be a relief teacher, hahaha quite cool man, can see whats like to be at the other side off the class.
hahaha this will be fun.

march will be a good month.
tele wise.
Ugly Betty,
Desperate Housewives 3,
Prison Break 2,
American Idol 6,
Grey's Anotomy 2,
Survivor 14,
The Amazing Race-All Star,
Supernatural,
maybe Lost,
hahahahahahahahahahaha
ok
oh ya ok

:)

aahhh FUCK, FUCK, FUCK and more FUCKS!!

why is life so freakking miseralbe sometimes

what's wrong with being different

whats wrong with having an opinion

whats wrong with not wanting to commit to a religon

it's not that I don't believe in God or that I don't prey to them and I know it's for my own good but it's just not ME!

so what if other kids follow their parents, I'm not those other kids and I have a mind of my own and I wanna lead a life that's mine is that so hard to ask.

and when I don't follow, you make me sound like I've commited murder or something.

really I don't know what I should do.

SUPER FUSTRATED!

plus assements coming

(ecscuse my following languge)

HOLY, MOTHER FUCKING KNN NB CCB LJ BITHC SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and blogger keeps taunting me to change to blogger beta. I DON'T WANT TO FUCKKING CHANGE MY ACCOUNT BITCH!!!!

if your reading this, sry you had to edure this shit.

and I shall not continue or this post will turn M18 -P

ah fuck, still sick, went to the docs today and he said i will only fully recover in 2 3 days. carp. and the thing is my mind is full of energy but my body is to tired to move, I feel like my body's not listening to my brain.

didn't go to school today, on MC, bitter sweet I tell you, mostly sweet lah :P I finely did something for complimentary studies and I can't go to school, fuck. but then I don't have to deal with "the wind" so that’s good. and it also means I get to watch the Academy Awards live this morning, (GO JENNIFER HUDSON!!!) and it was a great show. I might just watch it again tonight.

I wrote a poem, hope you all like it, it's titled "Signal"
tell me what you think
good, bad, how to improve
leave me a tag :)

"Allowing you in my comfort zone
I’m beginning to call you friend
Your concern
Your care
Your sincerity I felt
And I can’t help but let you in
But this static signal I’m receiving
I can’t quite make out
Am I reading you correctly or am I just foolishly naive
At a time when I carve for love
For care
For a partner
I can’t help but wonder
And this feeling a the pit of my soul
So warm
So soft
So inviting
Like a mother’s arms
But as this feeling grows
The lights get weaker
And I enter deeper, deeper into the unknown
Shrouded by uncertainty
Filled with confusion
And at the back of my head I can’t help but worry
That reality would just slap me in the face and it’ll all be just a dream
A fantasy
A world I’ve created
Of this static signal you gave me."

ok I'm off

let me sign off with a quote

" If there weren't blacks, Jews and gays, there would no Oscars. Or anyone named Oscar, if you think about that. " Ellen DeGeneres at the 79th Academy Awards this morning

peace

ah man, have not been feeling well these three day, down with a fever, flu and have been coughing non stop............... and maybe I've passed the flu bug to someone else :P

anyway despite being sick on Friday, I went to catch Dreamgirls and boy was it good, even my friend who didn't want to watch it at first came out saying it was a fantastic show. especially Jennifer Hudson's performance was exceptionally good. and when she was performing "And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going", I swear I heared snuffles all around, even I was teary eyed after that :P damn glad I got the soundtrack, and I'm gonna get the DVD when it's out :)

offered to cook for them today, no wait, it was my mom who offered me to cook for them today, I cooked against my will haha :P but it wasn't that bad today, I kinda had fun. damn tired now.

oh and one of my favorite artists Natasha Bedingfield will be releasing her new single "I Wanna Have Your Babies"(weird title I know, but its good) on the 16th of April followed by the new album on the 30th of April :) You can listen to her new single on my myspace via a player under my "music" section. Then you can pop by her myspace as well. I've added her on my top 24 :) check out her new album cover

cool ain't it, real edgy and I really like it.

and I've just realise I'm using a lot of emo-cons on this post :P

k I gotta run, my mucus is falling :P

HELLO HELLO!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE, SPREAD THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!

Let’s start from Monday, I think that was my most rebels’ day ever, coz I didn't go to school for no reason..... oh wait I did, I wanted to watch the Grammy’s at 9 a.m. (it was live from America that’s why) lol yes I skipped class for the Grammy’s, sigh, what to do when you love music....... ahaahahaha

And then we have today, V-DAY!! yes. To me, V-day is not only for two but also for friends (especially when you single like me, hehe) I bought for my class chocolate, and I think they liked it, heeheehee :) Anyway I wasn’t expecting anything back from anyone, but I got a Kinder Bueno and a Lollypop :) Thank you Eleanor, Gracia, Daniel and Serena :)

And one more thing, on this day of love, lets spread the love to those who's not as fortunate, like those with AIDS in Africa. Go to www.joinred.com to find out how you can help.

AHAAHAHAHA............sorry people, about the previous post on Fashion Week, it's the 2007 Fall/Winter collection not the Spring/Summer.......woops...heeheehee :P

Was surfing the web and I just found out Fashion Week has started in New York. It's the 2007 Spring/Summer collection. Here's some looks I dig.













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