ah fuck, still sick, went to the docs today and he said i will only fully recover in 2 3 days. carp. and the thing is my mind is full of energy but my body is to tired to move, I feel like my body's not listening to my brain.
didn't go to school today, on MC, bitter sweet I tell you, mostly sweet lah :P I finely did something for complimentary studies and I can't go to school, fuck. but then I don't have to deal with "the wind" so that’s good. and it also means I get to watch the Academy Awards live this morning, (GO JENNIFER HUDSON!!!) and it was a great show. I might just watch it again tonight.
I wrote a poem, hope you all like it, it's titled "Signal"
tell me what you think
good, bad, how to improve
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"Allowing you in my comfort zone
I’m beginning to call you friend
Your concern
Your care
Your sincerity I felt
And I can’t help but let you in
But this static signal I’m receiving
I can’t quite make out
Am I reading you correctly or am I just foolishly naive
At a time when I carve for love
For care
For a partner
I can’t help but wonder
And this feeling a the pit of my soul
So warm
So soft
So inviting
Like a mother’s arms
But as this feeling grows
The lights get weaker
And I enter deeper, deeper into the unknown
Shrouded by uncertainty
Filled with confusion
And at the back of my head I can’t help but worry
That reality would just slap me in the face and it’ll all be just a dream
A fantasy
A world I’ve created
Of this static signal you gave me."
ok I'm off
let me sign off with a quote
" If there weren't blacks, Jews and gays, there would no Oscars. Or anyone named Oscar, if you think about that. " Ellen DeGeneres at the 79th Academy Awards this morning
peace
