won't be soon before long that a new album arrives

nostalgia

People Get Ready

Nice to see that this place is still up.... haha.....

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the little geek in me is screaming....

Let It Go....

all alone in the moonlight

memory is a funny thing isn't it, like a neutral agent. it keeps all your happy memories and replays it back for you to relive. but then there are some times when it just reminds you of something totally random and it just makes your day feeling disheartened.

like one of those happy memories, but something happened, and it ended not so delightful.... and your memory just flashes it just like that, and your day just goes downhill from there... then as a bonus it reminds you of other sad stuff just for fun.

if only we can store what we want and delete what makes us unhappy, like a computer. but then again thats life for you... so many questions you can't find the answer for, so many moments you hoped would turn out in your own way.

damn..... I don't really like it when I whine... =[

Passion for, Love of

2 more weeks to our assessments.... another 14 days and the end of the first half year of year 2. how can you say time is flying too fast..... 

haiz it's hard to please everyone these days, I can't even please myself. I'm starting to find out that being an artist is tougher then it looks. how do you please yourself while pleasing everyone else.

I dunno why but I love watching Survivor =] maybe it's like watching a social experiment where it's just like real life, but without the camping in the middle of no where with not much food and water while competing in tough and sometimes almost ridiculous obstacle courses while making sure you don't get voted out.

 

other then that it's similar.

like making alliances in the game are just like making friends in real life, babysitting personalities of other people in your tribe is just like tolerating people you don't like but have to in life,

wining challenges of both reward and immunity is like fighting for the things you want in life,

the voting out of the weak is like rejecting the bad in life that will make you stronger,

pleasing people in your tribe so people won't want to vote you out, just in real life you can't get voted out,

yea I guess that's why..... well among other reasons =]

I hate hating myself

so recently I went and got myself The Script's album and it's pretty good in my opinion, and I'm currently hooked on their song "The Man Who Can't Be Moved", a song you shouldn't listen to if your being emo..... really love the lyrics...

so I was a little bored the other day so I went to watch the apple videos for the new ipod nano, ipod touch and iphone 3G, bad idea..... cause the geek in me started to go crazy over it, so now I'm torn between the new ipod nano and touch, even though I must say the new ipod touch seems more fun. still the new nano has lots os great features as well..... not amounting to the fact that I don't have the money to buy any of them.... but who knows, maybe I'd save enough money soon (and knowing apple, they might release a new version as soon as I get mine)